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kidkarma · Posted: Sat Nov 19, 2011 7:32 pm Post subject: I am back guys! Shawn Is Back!

I have denounced the cosmic master publicly on his facebook page.
He was controlling me. He had me on strings like a puppet. I was angry all the time. I was depressed. I had degrading evil thoughts about woman.
I wanted to do horrible things. I was mad. I had darkness in my eyes.

Please view the posts I just made to him.
Please forgive me all. For everything I did said and acted.

It has been almost a year that I was suffering from spiritual possession
I am back guys and I love you all.
I love you GT as well and I love you Soulsearcher
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kidkarma · Posted: Sat Nov 19, 2011 9:51 pm Post subject:

My brain is hurting as if There are tiny incisions being made
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kidkarma · Posted: Sat Nov 19, 2011 9:51 pm Post subject:

My body keeps shaking and I have very severe anxiety.
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radicalben · Posted: Sat Nov 19, 2011 10:05 pm Post subject:

Hmmmmm the master is not going to be happy...

kidkarma · Posted: Sat Nov 19, 2011 10:50 pm Post subject:

chipervadesall · Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2011 1:34 am Post subject:

Much love to you Shawn... will send you healing and prayers, it takes a man and guts to admit one was wrong...and apologize in public. Well, take care man...

Rayzorblades · Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2011 3:21 am Post subject:

So you couldn't take the ridiculing from the people on this forum anymore and decided to jump ship and go back to your old persona? That's pretty sad actually. That you'd let this growing horde of fluffy bunnies ridicule you into changing makes me feel sorry for you Shawn. Seems like you weighed what was more important to you, and in a bout of low self esteem, decided that the opinions of your judges here were more important to you than what you clearly wanted to do.
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noOne · Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2011 7:06 pm Post subject:

SolarFeline · Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2011 10:00 am Post subject:

Blessings and much Healing Love to you Shawn. It takes a hell of alot of courage to admit that one is wrong, and more character to admit that one is wrong publicly. You have much Character.

As much as this will pain you, you need to examine what made you feel as though you were "losing" yourself, what makes YOU you, and this self-examination will help you to avoid the next program etc that is not in your Best Interests and is not for your Highest Good, that you will try.

Now, get out there and do the things that do work for YOU! Cool

We need to practice and practise the "things" that do enhance ourselves, rather than the "things" that make us "less" than ourselves, or the "whatever" that will drain our Energy (if we let it....)

I suspect that you were possibly feeding a Service-To-Self/Self-Service Alien Entity. They are "not very nice" critters.

Yes, I do admit to listening to "Get Lucky" from 2006, and I was becoming more confident, but, I accidently said something to someone that I didn't want to say, and I was kicking myself and regretting what I said. I knew why I reacted the way I did, as I was listening to "Get Lucky" and it was the only thing I was listening to...

I may have a Negative Energy Attachment (or more!), and that would require more work (and cost) to work with the Psychic I was working with to clear me again.

Oh well, this is all about The Human/3D Experience....We live, and experience, and it's up to us to Progress to Higher Dimensions. And the best thing we can do is share our experiences - the good and the not-so-good.

KEEP GOING, KidKarma! *hugs* Wink

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PleiadianHealer · Posted: Tue Nov 22, 2011 6:06 am Post subject:

Tell us dear brother KK.... what are some of the new devices we have here... that you have your sights on?? Time to buy something new...correct?

PH
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la3rr · Posted: Tue Nov 22, 2011 1:33 pm Post subject:

I doubt he was actually controlling you, he simply doesn't have such power.
But it's true his programs can make you depressed and angry, as they without a doubt work from low vibrations. No one will make any spiritual progress as long as they use them.

Personally they have no effect on me anymore, but I can still feel it lowering my vibration if I listen to any of his programs.

That said, for someone that is okay with worshiping and believing the cosmic master is your master and thereby donating part of your life force to the thought construct; living in physical greediness and not caring about growing as a person... They do work.

Slowhand · Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2011 3:22 am Post subject:

laptop123 · Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2011 7:18 am Post subject:

I recall throwing my earphones off within the first 3 seconds of hearing the cosmic master mp3. that guy gives me the creeps and he did not want to refund me. something is totally off about him, his recordings and his website.

faxman · Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2011 3:47 pm Post subject:

Glad to see you back Shawn