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[Mr. GreenTea]

40 Hours is how long it took to get down to pre-pv "size." It also required taking off all field items and moving them to another part of the house. There was a palpable sense of withdrawl, so there might be an addictive quality to these fields. You might be wondering why I would want to "shrink" back down. It was mostly a matter of uncontrolled growth. There was no way to stop getting bigger, and there was no "support" muscle to make the growth managable. Taking off the EAPE seems to performed a "reset" with a marked emphasis on the purely APE aspects of the item. Growth has resumed, but at a much more sedate, manageable pace. It seems to be under control of the myostatin inhibitor & my body control servitor. I am very pleased with this development.
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[Mr. GreenTea]

Noticed in a good way, and indication that the APE functions are working. A college from my old job brought himself to my attention. Said they could probably use my help (although apparently not enough to actually call me :-\ ).

I've also noticed a certain amount of lag time as certain functions become stronger, or it may be other functions are more noticable. Strength is more noticable than Endurance, except when you're actually using it.

I got to wondering after I posted Input Line where all the stuff I was evacuating was coming from. It didn't have the usual smell, and would be accurate to say it had little if any smell at all. I was wondering if all this extra energy is somehow "preserving" crap. Although definitely getting rid of it first opportunity, maybe as a result of a different energy profile?
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[Mr. GreenTea]

Just goes to show even geniuses can learn something new!

The whole "ascended" mindset seems cool, but the practical considerations leave a lot to be desired. Case in point: No appetite. This is happening because the food is now of a lower vibration than myself, and truth be known probably always has been. What changed was a huge incease of sensitivity to that fact, plus an alternative method of getting energy. My body made the change more or less instantly but it took me a while to connect the dots. The only way not to $hit out everything I attempt to eat (hey! It's hardwired in!), will be to have it in my field for a while to raise its vibration too. Some things simply won't worth the trouble; basically things with a high water content (soup comes to mind).

So the mystery of no appetite is solved. The whole thing kinda weighed on my mind. I didn't feel "ascended" or anything like that and truthfully as a concept I find the whole thing vaguely ridiculous.

Bon Appetite to me.
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[Mr. GreenTea]

I got two of my formerly favorite soups, and two cups of watermelon, to eliminate temperature as a factor. I then drove around for 15 minutes so the food would " soak up" my vibes (although in practice it happens almost instantly). Parked the car.

Opened the food.

Nothing.

No appetite.

In fact, a distinctlack thereof, and a feeling I wasted my money. Whether I raise or lower the vibration of the food, it seems that appetite is linked to something else altogether. Mystery not solved it would seem. Since I'm hardly starving to death, there is not that much urgency to this issue. I would like to know what's driving the variables though.
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[drigh]

so your ganna look like a crack head now all skin and bones?, you need to eat man, try some chinees food or salad no one can resist that! what do you do in rl anyway (career wise) but troll forums all day?

[Mr. GreenTea]

This is your idea of intelligent response drigh? No wonder the board is going down the tubes...

Pilot post drigh. Myostation Inhibitor. Not losing muscle muscle mass. Gaining it. Not wasting away. As for eating ANYTHING you just don't get it. No matter how healthy, without an appetite, even a small one, going through the motions is an onerous chore.
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[Vyse]

I've experienced a loss of appetite before while doing Arman's Qiversity meditation every day and wearing a nano orgonite pendant made by Sensei Dennis at orgonecrystals.com. I had the black one custom made, that was more powerful than the regular type. Unfortunately i lost it at a beach (Not easy to find in the sand with pebbles everywhere).

The foods i did eat during this time always small healthy meals or superfoods. I lost the craving for anything bad for me, and if i did eat something unhealthy because others around me did, i'd pay for it.

I've just had my energy collector upgraded by Dreamweaver, who like you and anyone else who has been lucky enough to have work done by him, i'm VERY impressed. Just talking to him via PM i felt his energy, which i've never experienced before. Not only is he amazing at what he does, he's also very kind.

I've been using the energy collector for about an hour now, and i haven't felt the need to have breakfast yet.

I'd very much like to try the EAPE pendant you got. But i'm not sure about the safety of a myostatin inhibitor. I'll have to look it up.

[candle]

lol GT,

It seems some/most of this is just a public diary/documentation, but ill comment just in case you're looking for a response.

YES! When "ascending" eating does become a "chore".
That's rather common in my experiences, both individually and witnessing others of higher consciousness.

I remember when i first got to a monastery i trained at, that many others described stopping to eat as either a chore or a something that got in the way of other activities that were more "important"

At the time, i didn't "get it". I LOVED to eat. Was and still consider myself a "foody"

But in the last few years, I have learned what they meant.
Most days, I'll simply "forget" to eat. There's still a sensation of hunger present during the day (although not nearly as strong as i remember in the past), but it's not enough to get up and do something about it.
I have instructed those around me to remind me, even force me to eat, otherwise I just won't find the motivation to do so.

So, nowadays, i remember the teachings of my Teacher...
Make eating and preparing the food into a "meditation in patience"

Quite honestly, most of my meals consist of Vitamin Water, Gatorade, and ... that's about it.
Both of these drinks have the basic makeup of an IV fluid, so they do a good job of helping flush out toxins so it helps relatively compared to heavier, denser ingestibles.

[candle]

or probably even better,

if you can find someone with the time and patience to make freshly juiced organic vegetable and fruit drinks for you...

the higher vibrations of fresh fruits and vegetables seem to be more "appetizing", easier digested, and provide nutrients.

Of course, getting someone to prepare this fresh 2 - 3 times a day in another matter ... which brings me back to Vitamin Water.

[Mr. GreenTea]

Commentary welcome. It is here mostly as documentation, for others whom might want detail.

I still have thirst, so the vitamin water is an excellent suggestion. Many thanks for that. After a day and a half of non-stop detox I had to give it a rest, plus I probably lost a substantial amount of fluid, so time to see how that Vitamin water works.
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[TomSKinney]

Wasn't there something in the news about Vitamin Water being criticized for the name - because it didn't actually have enough vitamins in it to do any good?
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[drigh]

yea i saw that, its just full of salt

[Mr. GreenTea]

Vitamin Water: Just Plain Bad For You


Somewhat ironic since I already have enough problem drinking something nutritious
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[candle]

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