Isn't it true this experience can be very powerful and intense. That it can be menacing? That it can cause you to be detached from life? That people have commited suicide because they couldn't handle it?
I think I accidentally awakened my kundalini, after I did a wave of fear occured, and if you can't handle it man it probably could make you commit suicide. However, if you can control your mind well that you can handle it. Once its awakened, all of your most deepest fears, worries, and concerns must be cleared up before it moves up.
I started to meditate every day, do you think that could inadvertantly cause it to happen? You see I don't see the benefits in its awakening at all. People seem to lose their love for life and become disconnected etc. . I want to avoid it but at the same time balance my chakras and meditate. Possible?
I started to meditate every day, do you think that could inadvertantly cause it to happen? You see I don't see the benefits in its awakening at all. People seem to lose their love for life and become disconnected etc. . I want to avoid it but at the same time balance my chakras and meditate. Possible?
And how are you comign along Sage?
Well I was experimenting with radionics and all, and I decided to output the DNA activator sound through my stereo into an antenna. So I did, and then I touched the antenna, and I felt like a static shock, and completely detached for the next few minutes. For the next few months I had unnatural irrational fears, like phobias, but controlling my mind I resolved them.
Then after that I felt the force or kundalini in my chakras, I literally felt it move up from my navel chakra. When it was in my navel chakra I could sense energy naturally, like it was one of my 5 senses, after it moved up the ability decreased in power, this corresponds to what authorities on the subject say will happen.
Also, I felt the true happiness, the true bliss, about 3 times. Authorities say that this state comes in bursts. I must tell you, its far better than the deep state of relaxation people mistake as bliss, its like the same type of material happiness you get from doing things you enjoy, like having fun, etc...except without any insecurities behind it, like being happy for no reason, like all that really exists is pure happiness. In the state (where the kundalini is the Crown chakra) everything seems like a dream, like it really feels like a dream, a dream that you know is a dream, like while you're dreaming you know you're dreaming and it's only a dream and therefore all the concerns of the world dissolve.
I think the Kundalini is awakening is great, as it has given me new, true knowledge, and eventually will give me permanent, unchanging happiness and all siddhi (divine) powers. However, your past feelings must come out. You must resolve those insecurities within you. For those who get disconnected, they are not attempting to resolve their insecurities. My chakras are unbalanced, so many insecurities show up, however I know ways of resolving them.
The benefit of the awakening is that you get many powers if your kundalini moves up, don't worry about the fears, concerns, getting disconnected, etc...you can resolve those problems easily. Focus on what you really really want, and you'll get it.
Right now my empathic abilities have amplified, and now I'm getting fears of death, things that are supposed to happen. Once I resolve them, I know things will be way better.
Good points about knowing how to and actually resloving past issues to feel comfortable and at home with awakened kundalini AtlanteanSage.
I'd like to add that the feeling of disconnectedness for me, was only a disconnection from the mundane and banal way I looked at life, not life itself. I find all sorts of interest in little details I would have missed before. Things like competition no longer hold any meaning for me, whereas in my youth they seemed important, and things like the sounds of a loved one's voice the instant before speach turns to laughter are facinating and enduring, whereas I would have completely missed those moments in the past.
I have been experiencing some interesting "events" (I wouldn't be so brash as to call them Kundalini symptoms for now), that I was warned about, and others I found out about afterwards.
All I know is that..my lifes events have seem to turned upside down, all my problems seem to be confronting me head on, and all that is left is my will, whether it be strong or not..and how I tackle these problems.
Whether it is coincidence or not, a word of warning I would like to leave...any true spiritual evolution will make you face your demons.
Another good point RSK.
I remember hearing from a practioner of Hermetic magick, that after a true initiation into anything spiritual, "One just smiles weakly at questions that seemed so important before, yet the smile is all that can be given to them after."
It took me quite a few years to understand that what was meant by that is that the work on the self is always there and needing to be done. I'm sure, however that the same statement I heard may have manifold other meanings depending on a persons postion(?) on their path towards enlightment.
That word always got me. How does one define 'enlightenment'.
When I say 'I am enlightened, I am so because...'
What does one see., hear feel, when enlightenment comes?
I'm not an expert on enlightenment, but one thing I did learn is that enlightenment mean's to literally take on more light. Adding to your "light quotient" can be done in many ways, and if you can dowse with a pendulum you can find out, on a scale of say 1 to 100, where you stand light quotient-wise.
So you could use this scale as a beginning point of, "where do I stand in terms of being more enlightened".... or something like that. I think you understand what I mean. All of the spiritual aspects you wish to learn about yourself can be dowsed, the hard part is asking the pendulum the right questions.
I picked up some of the information from Dr. Joshua David Stone, who wrote a whole bunch of ascension books. He used to "work" on his light quotient all the time and said it was very important (according to his system of ascension and beliefs and all that). One of the way's he would increase his light was by invoking the ascension seats we talked about in another thread.
So in a round-about way you can work on your enlightenment in somewhat of a systematic fashion, by raising your light quotient.
One of the things you'll feel, see, hear, to answer your question, as you become more enlightened is to have a much clearer sense of the Divine in your life. It's as if God/Source/All-that-Is becomes a close companion and becomes very real in your life. This is very difficult to explain, you have to actually do it to have the "oh, so that's what it's like" realization come to you.
I hope this helps......
PH
P.S.
Here's the thread on the ascension seats:
http://xtrememind.com/phpbb/viewtopic.php?p=50792&highlight=#50792 _________________ "We have two choices in life. We can choose to see the best situation in our lives, or bemoan why things are not working." ~ Cynthia Stafford
i bought the kundalini activation mp3's the other day.
so far i have used it once. I am not sure if it's too much, too soon for me. I take it it's a huge negativity releaser as well?
this morning was the 3rd day after use (should be used every 3 days). However, this morning i woke up with irrational fears and anxiety that i have not felt for a while. It was awful and i did not even want to go to work, i thought all these entrainment audio's have cured me of all those feelings (i use EP3 and e-valium like a drug addict).
After a while i deployed some positive thinking and then popped on 'liberation of fear and guilt' mp3 from brainwave mind voyages to tone it down until i could figure out what was going on. i have also had a headache on and off today.
I have so many different entrainment audio's and from lots of 'feeling suicidal' experience, i knew just what mp3 works fast
For a quick (i wanna die) cure (that works in seconds to minutes), i used to use root chakra cleanser from mind-sync, and i see 'liberation of fear and guilt' also works good as a all-rounder.
I haven't awakened my kundalini, but this is one thing I know about energy raising from small amounts to larger amounts.
Larger amounts can be scarier. Kundalini raising as I know it to be is a combination of physical energies, which interelate or convert to etheric energies. Sure clearing up blockages will help the process, but also controlling how fast you raise it I think would help too. In a way, instead of scaring yourself shitless by blasting it open in large chunks, it would be better to probably do it in baby steps.
I think this is why in the yogic traditions they have everything structured, for that exact purpose. To take baby steps.
Regarding kundalini and other energy alterations, you could think of it like this: You have your baseline energy field, and that field has a set vibration. Because of this (although you don't think of it in these terms), you see things a certain way, although "see" is really tied to your perception, and perception to your field, and your field is your paradigm. So you start a process that will increase the overall amount of energy running through your field. This in turn will disrupt the field and everything in it. Even though you don't think of it in these terms, you are intimately linked to this field. It's disruption causes pain. Some of the pain is spiritual, which is to say that you are adjusting to not only more energy, but a higher vibration than you are used to. This adjustment goes from Spiritual to Mental to Emotional to Etheric/Physical. That is the "pain" you are feeling, and why all your other senses are distorted. Once your field adjusts, all your senses will run at a higher rate, You will perceive things differently, however it will be difficult to convey what that means and what your new perceptions are to others who have not been quickened as you have. Many will wonder what the hell is wrong with you, The answer of course is nothing is wrong with you, but with them, although nothing is "wrong" with them either. You have chosen this course, and you will benefit from it, but it is not everyone's course (at least not in this lifetime).
Kundalini "awakening" can be a shock to the bodies, but you can prepare for it by attuning the body, and getting smaller vibrational upgrades, so the massive one a kundalini awakening represents goes smoothly and one's possible sensory disruption doesn't cause fear and trauma. _________________ Quotes ≠ Knowledge.
Doing brings Knowledge!
Right ≠ number of believers.
Results show Rightness or Wrongness.
Quoting others ≠ being right even if they are!
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