Yanko Peyankov
Yanko Peyankov

I’m learning not to push things to take place.

I’m learning to only let them be, to permit them to align with my life when the time is right, to the let the universe bring them to me and never needing to run after them; because if you must run after something, it means that it doesn’t would like to stand still, it doesn’t wish to be caught, it doesn’t would like to halt at your own door. I’m trusting God that what’s meant for me will finally find me no matter where I ‘m. I’m not definitely going to be passive but I additionally won’t fight a losing battle.

I’m learning to let love find me. !

I’m learning to prevent decoding messages and mixed signals and signs and await the clear message, the message that’s really evident and straightforward, the message that doesn’t make you question or second guess anything and the message that you’re really waiting for. !

I’m learning to let those who don’t need me in their lives go, I might even hold the doorway open for them because I don’t need temporary visitors anymore, I don’t would like to share my bed with someone who doesn’t need to spend every night with me and I won’t share my heart with someone who doesn’t need to safeguard it. I’m learning to let love find me when it’s real, when it’s straightforward, when it’s reciprocal and when it’s zealous. !

I’m learning to be patient with myself. !

I’m learning to take it easy on myself and my strategies. I’m learning to be kind to myself when I slip up and patient enough to make my wishes come true. I’m learning to forgive myself for my mistakes and let them be memories rather than labels. I’m learning to let these errors show that I’ve attempted for matters that weren’t appropriate for me, that I didn’t constantly play it safe, that I went for things I was uncertain of and that I took chances.

I’m taking the wisdom I got from all these errors; the wisdom that instructed me that errors often occur because we’re driving something which isn’t meant for us and we’re striving to get something we likely shouldn’t have.

I’m learning to quit trying so difficult to command my life.

I’m learning that it’s ok if I don’t have every one of the answers or if I’m not where I am interested in being. I’m learning to let life take its course instead of attempting to direct the wheel in a different way. I’m learning that I won’t consistently get what I desire but life will give me what I desire. I’m learning to take care of life as a buddy; attempting to comprehend it, striving to adore it when it’s being hard, striving to take it even when it’s frustrating me and attempting to value the experiences it’s supplied me with, the memories it gave me, the laughter it brought me and the misery it put me through only to develop.

I’m learning to let things be and I’m learning to consider life as a man; a man who’s also still attempting to figure it out, somebody who’s flawed as well as someone who would like to be better on most days but falls short on other days like everyone else. ! 

I’m learning to allow the power of life transfer me rather than pushing it to quit. TC mark

Rania Naim is a poet and writer of the brand new novel All The Words I Should Have Said, accessible here.

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I’m Slowly Learning To Only Let Matters Be