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Perceptions of Self -Part 2


Your belief in not feeling worthy enough, not being good enough, not deserving, not feeling confident, not being able to measure up to compare or mindstuffcompete against others standards or any other self-image experience that you have created, is just being a victim of demonic scenarios to where you fall short to others demands, which you have allowed these outside influences to dominate and control you.

Humanities self-worth issues can be broken down into three primary categories:

1. Are you a victim or a master of your life?
2. Do you measure up or fall short to others demands?
3. How do you perceive your flaws, your demons?

Let’s take a look at each individual category:

1. Are you a victim or a master of your life? When you feel that you are a victim, you have a need for that energy. Your victim energy is feeding off others that will serve you in some way. That serving energy is not an empowering energy, but a disempowered, enslaving and draining energy. When you dwell upon victim circumstances, you are getting something out of living that drama game, there is a secondary gain concept that is feeding you, there is a pay-off scenario that is serving you, but in a disempowering way. When you blame things and others for everything that happens to you, you are not only irresponsible for creating your experiences, but you keep that drama story alive, you bring your past into your future – to relive your past drama games. That energy aspect will keep haunting you until you address and release its stuck wounds. You keep yourself imprisoned and you attract events into your life on what you dwell upon.

Nothing and nobody can influence you and drain your energy or disempower you unless you allow it. You allow it by giving permission to allow people to treat you that way. You allow it by belittling yourself and not loving, accepting, nurturing and taking care of yourself. You also give permission for others to mistreat you by buying into their drama stories, their manipulations when you do not own and live your core truth, when you do not stand in your power and when you are not responsible for the events that happen to you. To let go of victim experiences and become a master of your life you need to be 100% responsible for all of your experiences, including the unconscious ones. Even the miserable events, bless and accept them, see the gift within every experiences for that is when your consciousness will grow and expand. When you look back at the event, you will see it differently, thorough different eyes – with openness, awareness, understanding, acceptance and wisdom. That is what will expand your consciousness.

2. Do you measure up or fall short to others demands? One of the biggest scenarios to lowering your worth is allowing others to belittle you and control you. To avoid intimidation you feel the need to measure up to their standards or so you can compete against others. Because the human instinct has a desire to love, to be loved and to belong, all outside conditions, agendas, judgments and controls place a lot of burdens upon your shoulders. Therefore you go out of your way to appease others just to keep the peace, you feel obligated to satisfy their desires so they talk well about you and you compromise your truth in order for them to accept you. In order to satisfy their requests you map out something, you design and plan so you can ‘figure out’ something to fulfil them. So you don’t fall short, you measure up not only once, but you measure up twice – which brings in the lack of trust. Then, if you get sick of struggling and fighting to gain respect you give up and stop trying. Have you noticed that your level of worth is all about your perception on how others will perceive you if you don’t or can’t conform to their rules and benchmarks. Again you are allowing others outside of you to dictate your level of worth, but when you raise your perception about yourself, your level of worth you will not attract people into your life who make you feel inferior. If these experiences occur, always look at yourself to observe how you see and treat yourself and when you change that scenario is when you change how others see and treat you.

3. How do you perceive your flaws, your demons? You are made up of many facets and aspects of self. These components are the roller-coaster of your ups and downs, hills and valleys of your story games, your many faces of fearful moods, your devilish beliefs, your daydreams or nightmares, and your unworthy, untrusting, and scarcity demon aspects etc – are all aspects of ‘you’. You are everyone of these aspects, they are a truth of your past and it is your creation that is still haunting you from these unworthy experiences. You created them and forgotten about them a long time ago, but you still believe you are unworthy because it is stored as a belief in your subconscious. In fact, that story truth is not your true essence, it is not who you are – it is a lie. You cannot remember most of these demonic aspects that you created in order to help you cope with a certain situation and you are now still playing that game. You reinforced your story of who you think you are so much it has become real, you have proven it and it is now your truth. At your core, it is an illusion, it is an old truth, it is your lie, for that is not who you are, it is a past truth that does not serve you in an empowering way at your present level of consciousness.

Some aspects of you, you dislike and others you like, the ones you don’t like are probably the fearful demon aspects that infringes on your physical and material desires and happiness. They are just an aspect of you. But it is the human you that is crying out that you are a victim and you don’t like this big bad world and that you feel unsafe and not good enough. All you want is to be worthy, healthy, wealthy and wise, but that is loaded with agendas and conditions and it will never fulfil itself.

You are ‘you’ in this moment, everything else is an aspect of the past. Whatever you cry out for is what you will receive. If you cry out that you don’t like yourself, or you don’t respect yourself – you will get that back. The aspects are playing that victim game and that is where your attention is flowing, which is what you are unconsciously choosing. When you unlock and unleash that stuck energy of your demonic flaws, when you let your unworthy, unloving or scarcity stories go, they don’t get to be bigger demons, they don’t come back to make mince meat of you. They get to revert back to ‘you’, back to your pure essence in a way that no longer drains you or frightens you or controls you, but actually goes back to its pure energy that is here to serve you in an empowering way in that now moment.

Contributed by Pamela

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November 26th, 2008

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